I'm in my thirties at this point in life and watching all of the people in my life either be happily married or on their way to it. I've always been the romantic type. I've always been the kind to write poetry for the women I love, to dance with them in the rain, to cook with them, to laugh with them, to be the one to be there for them no matter what whenever I was needed. For all the miscellaneous life reasons, none of those relationships ever worked out, and I think that on some level we were all still busy learning who we were and what we needed. I've always been the romantic type, and the nerdy type, and I definitely want and need that in a partner. I've also always been the kinky type, and I've found myself not getting that because I've never had the luxury of really seeking it out in a partner. I want a woman that I can love deeply and be best friends with who happens to really have an intense sex drive and love being a cheating slut. I want her to love fucking multiple men all the time, love coming to me full of cum and smelling of sex, and loves making me go crazy with desire every time she does anything slutty. I want to have a best friend I can share my space and my time with without finding it draining, who at least tries to tolerate my nerdy hobbies and has her own for me to share with her. Who has her own wants and needs and desires, and who isn't afraid to share them with me. I want ideally a geeky slutty gamer girl who wants me to hold her while other men pound her guts and fill her with cum, then we make love and cuddle in her sloppy sex puddle. I want to share normal mundane bullshit with her and just love her and encourage her to be herself, and accept and love the fact that she's going to cheat a lot. I'm turned on by it, and I want it, and I want her to want it. All of it. So yeah, that's what I want. What I desire, what I dream of.