Here's the thing. I'm the romantic type. I want a best friend and partner who I can share my life and my story with. Someone I can share my hobbies with and share her hobbies with her. Someone who I can have long deep conversations with about all the horrible things we never talk about, but who I can also make laugh and smile who has the same effect on me. Someone I can be a nerd with, sharing my video games and all my favorite stories, and who has things to share with me. Someone I can cook for, dance with, and be love having in my space even if we are doing our own things. I want a real loving relationship with a real person... And also I have this strange quirk where one of the things that I fall for hard in a woman is... For lack of a better word, how slutty she is. I find it beautiful when a woman has a strong sex drive and fucks a lot of men. I find myself feeling romantic attraction to women who cheat a lot and do things like gangbangs. My deepest fantasy is holding and kissing my loved one while she takes creampie after creampie. That makes me hard and turned on, yes, but also gives me warm fuzzies. I know I'm built weirdly but I want a woman who wants a loving relationship and also to be a cheating slut. I want a woman who finds it as hot and romantic as I do for her to tell me throughout the day all her slutty thoughts and actions, who loves showing up already full of cum knowing that I love it too. I want to share my heart with the slutty, nerdy girl I didn't have the guts to ask out in high school but totally would have. That girl who like me faced down how damage and grew stronger from it, and lives her life how she wants to and wants someone who will love and accept her for who she is. I want to be the guy who doesn't just accept you for you, but the guy that loves you and thinks you're fucking awesome. I want to be the weirdo that makes you feel at home, and I want you to be my best friend... I just also really crave you being kinky and slutty. Is that too much to hope for?