Title pretty much sums it up… but I’m wondering if anyone feels the same? I feel like I identify with this aspect of Scorpio moons’ a bit too much… it’s honestly overwhelming.. especially compared to my sun (Leo) and rising (Libra)….. it’s just this huge contrast and kinda feels like I’m leading a double life most of the time…

I don’t know if anyone else relates to this? But it seems like that darker or more mysterious side of myself needs to be in the driver’s seat… because if not.. it almost feels like a betrayal to myself? Like just the thought of someone knowing every single part of me makes me feel nauseous.. and gives me this claustrophobic feeling... so I find solace in the secretive nature of Scorpio moon’s and feel thankful for that aspect trying to protect me. Ugh but at the same time, I’m also aware how this innate need for privacy keeps me from being vulnerable with the people I love most… which creates more distance in my relationships and ultimately does more harm than good. Most of the time, it feels like a double-edged sword…