Like the title said. I can't really place my finger on it. I'm sure you all think I must be crazy or something. It still feels like there is something there that can help me. I'm an anxious mess constantly. There is a small Scientology place near me, I believe the only one in NM. I have spoken with a women that works there and immediately told her I had no money and if that would be a problem. She was honest about it and said that she would be more than willing to help me with whatever issues I was having that made me consider the church over other...methods.

I have a lot of...history/baggage. I'm sure that has everything to do with this. And I've been interested in it for some time. Long before all this current stuff.

Am I crazy for even considering this?