"How 'bout today
You try eating someone else for a change?
Because the way things are going I won't last another day"

"And the more that I am in pain
The more that you'll gain
And to me, that seems like a pretty fair trade"

"One thing that you'd never hear me say
Is that I'm tired of living
Funny thing that statement change today
Good thing that I'm forgiving"

It doesn't feel like school gives me anything good. All it does is give stuff to everyone around me. My parents get a kid they're proud of, the world gets another person beat-down into the dirt to do work, the school gets a bit more money, the teachers get another kid they can remember as "passed the class!" but what do I get?

I can't even remember the past few years of school. When I get home if you ask me about what I learned I can't remember shit. It all just blurs together. Nothing they can do would even help.

It's like I'm on one of those gameshows where you had to fit into the cutout. But, this time, it's too small and I'm forced through anyways, taking off skin. That's basically school.

I already have a rare genetic disorder, autism, adhd, and a lipoma in my leg. Why do I have do go through this shit. At least this year we haven't had to go outside because someone smelled gas, and there hasn't been a bedbug infestation (Both middle school). Though there was a power outage last year.