I've just kind of realized like 20 minutes ago that if I compare myself to when or before I developed schizophrenia and how I am now, I'm starting to see a difference in my ability to do certain things.

It's starting to become way more common for me to just not understand or miss things in what I'm reading or watching. I'll try to read seemingly simple directions for an assignment and I'd have to read it 5 to 10 times over because I just can't comprehend what it's saying at all. Sometimes I can't make a connection between two certain things, like today for example, I was given a definition for a word and in a slide show I had to put that definition in the slide show. But instead of copying and pasting that definition I was given, I googled the definition of the word instead and put that definition on the slide show, not making the connection that I had to put the definition I was given in the slide show.

There's other small stuff but I don't want this to get too long. I don't know if I can fix this at all, I really hope I can. Does stuff like this happen to anyone else? I'm getting really worried.