Do you guys have any close friends?

Ever since I started having possible/probable/whatever delusions/visions/blahblahblah most people stopped wanting anything to do with me. A lot of people literally ignore me now. I used to be the life of the party and had so many friends. Even my parents don't want me around because my ideas and questions piss my mom off because they conflict with hers (even though she's usually the one who brings it up--regarding religion, I mean). My mom thinks I'm going to Hell. Maybe I am. I don't know.

Anyway, it sucks feeling like you're some disgusting abomination that people think shouldn't exist or something. I mean, I feel that way about myself too, sometimes, so I guess I understand. But it still sucks a bunch.