Did not find a post about it, have been feeling these little moments for quite some time.
I am diagnosed and medicated and the meds help pretty well, besides the parts and territories that were too hardcore-wrecked by myself pretty much.

So there are those moments, where it feels like there is a thread to reality, and its very fragile. And if I cross, I go fully insane. I don't mean to impose it onto anyone by the means of talking about it. But do you know what I mean? Like a tiny thread, and big chaos around it. and you can get there even and maybe especially if you're high-functioning. Like the movie 1408 vibes.

I know that my Schizophrenia had first appeared when i told a friend (when all things were normal), that I was afraid of this one feeling that in that moment and later on in my life has come out to be Psychosis. So now this is similar and i notice it for a second every now and then.