I have been taking medications for a few years now. One of the medications is for hallucinations. It does work a little bit, but I sometimes hear the voices. When I don't hear the voices I become lost. Since I was six or seven years old the voices told me what to do. Now that I don't have that, there are times I have trouble making decisions for myself. If I do make a decision for myself its the wrong decision. For example, I thought it would be a good idea to switch health insurance. That was a bad idea. I thought it would help me, but I was wrong. One time I bought a bus ticket heading to Tucson, AZ. Then I decided not to go. I lost my mind and my money that time. I have these difficult moments. I'm just tired of making bad decisions. It would be nice to hear the voices again.