I made a post yesterday and after doing a bit of digging after knowing aye im not alone. Instead of hallucinations which I have. If not treated whilst they're hallucinations, they become delusions. I'm in hospital for suicidal ideation but having male staff I managed to break out of my shell and tell them everything. Compared to all my outpatient staff being female. So yea just for those that helped yesterday, I believe now if the voices get too bad, it turns into delusions. And yes the nurses all know and the on call doc has thrown me on some Quetiapine to get me through till tomorrow. But I'm on Risperidone and rexulti already. All small doses but the Quetiapine has proven to calm me down during the day. So thank you for the help and community support. I very much appreciate it.

And even better all the great nurses are on today and tonight so I feel very safe. But yea just needed to write it out as I don't have anyone to tell besides the nurses who are fully aware of my situation as I've been giving them like 30 min updates lol. I feel like the crazy one in the ward but at the same time not crazy crazy as in the movies