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Yesterday Friday started as a regular day going to school packing a bowl and chilling until later that evening. That evening I had a my mom and I got into a argument after she gaslights me that I was giving her attitude and being a problem. Well that evening my dad was home and I came to the living room mom and dad right there I was helping my mom and she started to hint to my dad that we argued and so forth, ending with a lecture. Me continuing to help my mom outside my dad described to go to sleep⌠everything seems normal, he then proceeded to slowly walk to the living room and looks at me and slowly pulls a purple stiiizy. Immediately I started to shit bricks and realized that I fucked up I admitted that it was mine as I didnât have any excuse or anything cause how could I say it wasnât my after being the third time now being caught with the same thing a stiiizy. I got the lecture of demonization of weed. The time being caught the consequences were not at serve as past times. Just being that I canât hang out with my shawty during the weekends but can still see her at school. Ainât bad. In the end I do acknowledge my consequences and the problem I do have as I have just been smoking carts and pods for three years with no break. In a way I thanked that as I did not have the balls to quit it and acknowledge I have been âaddictedâ. I really had no idea of me having the stiiizy or how it fell out on the ground but dam things happen. I think this is good for me as carts and pods ruin your tolerance ⌠so to hell with them. I have recently started to pack bowls and can say thereâs a huge difference between the two. I plan to stay sober for a while to get my tolerance back.. but do not plan to go to old ways of smoking everyday being accessible. I plan to smoke atleast 1-2 times a week only flower now. I feel defeated that I have lost that trust now having to build up that trust that takes so long. But also glad that they see that I acknowledge my problem. My mom literally said âwhat ever happens in the dark always comes to lightâ shit felt like I was in dhar man video. Well shit I know these withdrawals effects going to be tough but what else. They also said that I would have to buy my own drug test every week to show them I ainât going back at it. Shit I feel like Iâll be drug test positive for a cool min. Maybe I can have some smoke days. To end have yâall had any experiences like this? Yâall think itâs fine to have smoke days?(Of course but just want opinions)
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