I know what i am going to ask is unfair in the extreme, and is just going to hurt the other individual, but there is nothing i can do about that. My name is Jamie and i am a long time trans party girl here in sd. Sad news my friends, i am terminally ill. For years i have been fine being single, i preffered it that way. But as i approach the end of this life i need someone. Not someone to wipe my ass or anything like that, i need someone to talk to, and to hold me when im sad or dont feel good, or am in pain. Also i want someone there to hold my hand as i pass. I am very lonely and feel unloved and i just dont want to leave the world this way. I also need someone non judgemental because i have decided to "party my way out", so besides being heavily medivlcated, ( oxy, zanax, pristiq, etc.) I also use meth and heroine, so i get pretty fucked up by the end of the day. I also have bouts with insomnia, that last forever and makes me very fatigued. When this hapens i can get a little snappy or kurt. Sex is not off the table but i would not blame you if you did not want to fuck an ugly sickly person. I just dont want to die in one of these hospice places , sober, lonely, and getting poked and proded by some doctor. Death is a natural and austerly beautiful thing if you let it. The picture i have in my mind is me leaving this life in my own comfortable bed with my partner holding my hand slipping away, to begin my journey to the next life. If you think you have the emotional fortitude to help me please do. For the first time in my life i really feel like i need someone. Please dont make me die alone, this is kind of like my last request. I just dont wanna be alone anymore.
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