slut is a slave by nature but for the moment only a pathetic, occasional crossdresser addicted to heavy nipple torture, cbt, ball stretching, urethral sounding and e-stim, getting it kicks from publicly broadcasting its anonymous remote e-stim cbt sessions.

slut have had the privilege to serve as slave 24/7/365 for several years. Unfortunately its Owner gradually lost interest in the lifestyle so slut ended up unowned. This has been the case for many years now, but hopefully not forever. Things need to change. slut's ultimate goal is to become property again, but this time to an owner that is really capable to put this slut in the place where it belong. Permanently.

Until that happens, slut will have to improve itself and make itself a more useful toy. Ideas and advice are more than welcome. slut will still be available for remote e-stim cbt sessions but other online training is of less interest.
slut will need training irl. Here are just a few examples:

severe caning
heavy electrotorture
ballbusting/kicking
scrotal saline injections
have balls nailed to board
needle play/skewering balls
anal stretching until being able to take elbow deep fisting at least
serve as oral and anal fuck toy
serve as human urinal

This is how slut imagines its ideal Owner:

You are a true sadist. Inflicting pain and suffering, degrading and dehumanizing Your victims is your elixir of life. You are experienced but above all You are curious, creative, eager to explore Your deepest, darkest fantasies and make them real. You consider your property an object, a toy, a tool for you to satisfy your sadistic lust and desires. You have a passion for improving Your toy, aiming to unlock new possibilities in it and maximize its utility.

You are very strict and demanding. You have no need to micromanage, unless it is one of Your fetishes. You have Your ways of ensuring that any unwanted behavior from Your property is duly corrected. You have zero tolerance for disobedience. Should Your property be foolish enough to attempt such a thing, You would not hesitate to take extreme measures to ensure that it refrains from such wickedness thereafter and forevermore.

You take pleasure in letting others use Your toy on Your terms for whatever purpose.