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So previously I was extremely depressed to the point I just wanted to kill myself and I didn’t even hide it. I couldn’t hide it. Even though sometimes I wish I could be the type of person who can be depressed in private so I didn’t stress anyone else out. I was having panic attacks back to back and it just kept getting worse for a short period of time. I ended up going to a behavioral facility where they diagnosed with depression and started me on Prozac. Right now though, I don’t feel depressed at all. I know the Prozac can’t have worked this fast because it’s been less than a week since I started. Two days ago I was thinking of killing myself and yesterday & today I’ve just been extremely happy. Happy, active, creative. If I lost my memory and someone told me I was diagnosed with depression a week ago I wouldn’t believe it. This happens all the time though. I’m really happy for a period of time and then I’m depressed over literally nothing to the point I want to kill myself to not feel like that anymore. Is there something else wrong with me? My mom told me not to overthink this happiness I’ve gotten and to just enjoy it. But anytime this happens I still have dread in the back of my mind that I’ll get depressed again. Is taking Prozac in the good periods harmful in anyway if I would’ve just been happy on my own?
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