The big sad. 3 times in the last hour I felt compelled to respond to a Reddit post, then I just erased everything because who really cares what I think… I had a birthday this week and shared a really nice dinner with a friend I’m crushing on. Then nothing happened. She doesn’t see me that way. I’ve fallen out of my gym routine, but I’ll pick it back up on Sunday. And I’ve been a bit more promiscuous and leaning into some curiosities I’ve had regarding bisexuality. But I can’t even get someone of the same sex to touch me… I feel worthless and discarded. My brain is jumbled. I want to cry all the time, either from my eyes or my dick. On top of all of this, I have a major project to complete so I can graduate from grad school but I just don’t care about it. Grad school made me dislike what I went to study but it’s so damn expensive and I kept going because “oh well I’m already invested” I don’t know if there is gas in the tank. I feel like I’m running on fumes. Help