forgiving my cheating boyfriend taught me the meaning of love, sacrifice, and how to hold and feel real pain while healing from it. no more emotional burial. it taught me that feeling without shame or repression is the only way through the grief. perhaps if id learnt this earlier in life i’d be a better person

i think this has altogether been a net positive experience and taught me a lot. i will never view my body, trust, other couples, other women, and morality the same way again. but that’s okay. we all have to learn this at some point

this is a sign to go through your bf’s phone. search for dating apps in his texts (download code) and “date” “girlfriend” “tinder/dating app name” in his messaging apps. go through his followers and remove the women you’re most suspicious of. then start your grieving process. the sooner you start the less there is for him to hide, the less time and love you’ve invested, and the quicker it’ll finish