I have 1 friend that is consistent, 1 friend who I see once every few months if I don't go to him first and 1 friend that has straight up said his goal is to be a frustrating player so he can "help improve the gms he has".

Basically I don't have a playgroup for dnd. I have a loose collection of maybe players.

I looked into Startplaying and it seems.... I don't think I trust it as a player and I have only gmd one time as a battle royal style game just to get used to the math and keeping track of player aspect of things so being the gm is unlikely on spg is unlikely at best.

I would like any helpful advice and maybe any honest reviews of SPG that yall have here. I'd like to play but I am 32 and have like 2 games under my belt because of lack of people around me that like to play.