I went on a real date [last Wednesday] and it was awesome awesome awesome! 😅 Really! Was out with a really sweet and reasonable guy. I thought he was nice in advance but I didn't think that we would get along THAT well. 😅

I had my usual anxiety attack (public spaces) but I was able to keep it under control AND continue to make sense. Was even getting heckled from across the room. You know, random, anti-LGBT BS. But still I managed to keep my mind focused on my date and my emotions even. Didnt get mad or depressed or even mention it. 😌

I had a really good time! 😅😅😅 He even kissed me, the hairy bastard! 😊😩😁 In public! 😁🤣😊 (( Good kisser, smelt GREAT, soft lips. )) I was so excited; and, I was amazed that I didn't get embarrassed.

Like WOW, it feels so good to have a real, organic interaction with someone. Nothing exploding on me or anything. Nothing awkward happening. I didn't have to shout to be heard or repeat myself a dozen times. Wasn't scrambling for something relevant to discuss. It was definitely a mutual, interesting conversation. 😅

We talked about Mass Effect, art and relationships.

Public. Didn't make an ass of myself. Great Convo. Mr hairy, handsome, smiley, short stuff kissed me. 😁😊 I'm good for the rest of the month. 🤣🤣🤣