Well as a lot of people these days been married for years, and well the spark / intimacy is gone.

I sit here and not even sure what I even expect from this post. I guess to vent and dream lol

I have not had any sex for 3 years now, hell I have not been touched in that amount of time, unless it is myself.. I wonder what it even feels like anymore. It has really been that long. I start to wonder well maybe it’s me.. I am older maybe I am simply not that attractive. Maybe this is normal and I watched to many videos of older women who still want and enjoy sex. And it really is not true they just want you to pay for content.. so what do I do? Not gonna change my home life because beside sex life is good.. maybe I just want to hear that this is normal and just accept it, and continue to day dreaming and move on… well if you made it this far… thanks for reading… enjoy your day..