Disclosure: I am 18 now but at the time of this story I was 15

It was 2019 and I had been forced to leave one school due to, so to speak "behavioural issues", I was in Grade 8 at the time and I started going to a school not too far from my last one, but one that all my friends from primary school had gone to, that same year I meet this guy that I will refer to as T from here, and we got along quick and were soon good friends, eventually I met more people and with them some old friends from primary school we had become one big friend group.

However, come 2021 my life would change dramatically, it was time for my schools swimming competition and our group had just hung out at the venue most of the time, few of us went to do races but not a lot. That same day T declared his romantic feelings for me and I immediately shut him down and hoped to move past that, but we were in the same music class and were in an assignment together with my best friend which I've known since essentially preschool which I will refer to as J.

One day during our music class, J was absent from class having being ill, so T and I were to rehearse our parts of the assignment and ended up stuck in class during lunch break, all it took was me to turn my back to him and he full on tackled me to the ground and started acting like a creep, touching certain areas, T was much bigger than me in body shape and I barely had any muscle so attempting to get him off me was difficult, thankfully the bell run after like 5-7 seconds, i ran out of that room and avoided him for as long as possible, I told J of the incident but insisted this be kept between us (why I did that idk, but I regret that now), anyway, a few months pass and it was about time for my year level to go on this retreat down south and T and I were going , until I contracted bronchitis so I was withdrawn from the trip, and literally one day before all the students were departing, J broke down from his own issues and spilled the tea on what happened, soon enough I was going to school offices and police stations giving statements whilst having bronchitis, somehow all the students in my grade found out about this entire thing, and as I and J found out soon enough, I was not the first person T tried this on, 2 other friends of mine including one from my former school stepped up and claimed they were targeted too, so police had counted several charges of sexual harassment and assault, stalking and intimidation and under-age lewdity, BUT, was somehow only cautioned because of first offence rules, ofc I could have sued but I or my family couldn't afford legal fees.

A couple months after the word spreads I start getting extremely stressed and couldn't even ride a school bus anymore, eventually my family and my psychologist had collectively thought leaving was best so a few weeks later I dropped out and didn't go to any school afterwards, after a couple years i learn that T is still making a living, making money and living life, meanwhile for the last 2 years I have been cooped up at home, trying to get a job to re-enter society, and restart MY life, yet I can't even get a fucking job in RETAIL, nowhere will hire me and won't even explain to me why so I can't improve what errors there are.

And just a couple weeks ago I saw all over insta and Facebook, my friends whom I haven't seen since I left, graduating and going to formals and schoolies (aussie things), and I could have done all that if none of this ever happened, he ruined my life and I will NEVER forgive him, and if I could I would be squashing him like a bug, this guy betrayed me and he gets happily ever after, meanwhile the victim gets the scraps, I want revenge as long as I live but the odds of running into him are low, his actions should have landed him in jail, but no, no justice for the victim. If I ever see him again, he will pay.