I'm writing this as I'm coming down from a trip of DPT and ketamine and it's with enormous sadness that I can say that it is over for me.

With DPT I truly experienced the most pristine form of pure cosmic psychedelia, stargazing fantasy and euphoria in mythical realms of the mind, got lost in magmatic abyss of the psyche and met the most pure form of joy and freedom.. a spark of what I then understood to be God, or at least for what I recognize God in: the power, the energy of life, the joy.

But to touch the sky also mean you gotta fuck with the ground at some point, and the truth is that it's too much for me now, now I'm growing, now what once was an uncertain future my young punk ass wouldn't care about is becoming the today, and DPT sometimes is truly a beast.

It's now too much of a commitment, once I realized how harsh is for my body, or at least for what I feel like is doing to my body, it's kind of hard to enjoy it, it just put all your senses and nervous system in such an otherworldly and high energy state that It makes me feel like a short-circuit could happen and fuck me forever (heart attack). How this drug alters your body is totally different from any other psychedelic I tried (I tried all of them) and sometimes feels like it's stressing me too much wich kind of compromise my ability to let go, and with DPT you truly gotta be able to let the fuck go and relax or you gonna dive in the deepest nightmare of your life, it happened once to me and only God knows how I made it through it.

DPT is the most potent psychedelic and entheogen in the world and it will forever have a special place in my heart, for the most profound and fulfilling experiences of my life.. but as an old psychonaut used to say: when the message is received is time to hang up the phone.. or something like that ahah