Today is week one of college football. There was a week 0 but only with a limited number of games It's my favorite time of year because of it. Addiction and Mental Health issues, and fear of commitment means all my relationships fizzle out by November. Then it's all football and on from Tuesday to Saturday at that point of the season. Right now it's Thursday thru Saturday

That was if I'm in a relationship. I'm mostly single by choice at this point because I don't wanna date a tweaker or junkie. I learned that the hard way. I don't wanna date a more functional person as an addict and I learned that the hard way too. Lotta guilt.

I've always loved the football season because it's the time of year I don't lose money betting on. Everyone loses. I just lose the rest of the year. I don't make much though. More or less break even but it is the season of winning. So I wanted to celebrate with pyrros and they also did just happen to arrive today.

So recently all my 7oh kratom extracts landed and so did my 3f. This is a legit pyrro because I can't put the damn foil down. That part I remember. I also got more 3f this time than I've ever had of a pyrro. 5 grams. I've been at this binge for 14hrs. I've probably done 20 foils and I've smoked 1.3g. This one can be especially harsh on the throat when smoked frequently so I've even gargled 70% Kava Extract and sucked on cough drops to relieve the burning in my throat but that's like super unhealthy to do. My body is telling me to stop but I keep plugging away.

My plan was to start at 3pm yesterday when it landed and go almost 24hrs before crashing on Saturday night. I have some kpins and also olanzapine and seroquel but haven't needed it. Not much mental issues with this stuff but it's definitely a hard core stim.

How nutty have your pyrro binges been?