This year I've really been battling with opioid addiction.

I always managed to quit pretty early, without any severe withdrawal symptoms (although I have always tapered, because I'm sensitive to discomfort)

The reason for going through withdrawal so often is, that I seemed to get withdrawals even after 3 days of continuously dosing. (I'm confused, because this seems absurd)

10 days after my last taper I dosed again, the first day it didn't feel good at all, but on day 2 it was like always.

The day after I felt like going into withdrawals again, so I decided to take Bretazenil to see, if the symptoms were still there on the next day. They were...

The symptoms feel so much worse, than I thought they would after only dosing for barely 2 days.

Back to tapering I thought, but the symptoms kind of stayed, even though the elevated body temperature went down. (maybe I am messing up by tapering myself into withdrawals)

Am I really withdrawing from just 2 days of use now (or even 3)? I even went to the doctor to see, if something else is going on and am now also getting tested for all the tropical stuff (I was on vacation in asia a few moths back).

PS: When taking O-DSMT now, it always feels kind of "dirty"