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Since some people have requested a trip report in the comments of my last post, here it is.
T 0:00: I mix 7mgs of O-PCE into a glass of water and take a very small sip as an allergy test.
T 0:30: Feel nothing, so I decide to drink half of the water.
T 0:50: I start feeling the disassociation, at this point I'm confusing it with placebo/tiredness but in retrospect it was definitely the o-pce.
T 1:20: Effects are way stronger now. I noticed that I was hungry so I decide to go downstairs to get a banana. My brother was home, and asked me to measure him (for some clothes). This was the hardest thing ever. Eventually I just kind of guesstimate his measurements and ditch him to get my banana. Walking was hard but still doable. I go back upstairs with my banana and some water and watch some youtube. I forget about my banana and decide to drink the rest of the water at this point.
T 1:50: Sitting in my chair and paying attention to YouTube has become difficult. Focusing on anything is hard now. There is still 0 euphoria, just pure dissasociation. I go lie in my bed to listen to some music. This was the right choice :).
T 2:30: I am now completely one with the music. I feel like I'm drifting on water or something and fusing with my bed. I even got some very mild CEVs that dissapeared after I turned the lights back on and didn't come back after. When I took off my headphones and looked at my room everything felt kind of eerie, and my vision was also quite distorted. I decide to continue to listen to the music which I became completely immersed in at this point.
T 3:30: I've listened to the music I wanted and now I'm not sure what to do. I just scroll reddit for a little bit which was hard. And I also at some point decided to eat that banana.
T 4:00: Still feeling the effects quite heavily. My family calls me down for dinner. I get panicked as I think this will be very hard to hide. My limbs feel like they're not part of my body and my head feels extremely heavy and almost as if its on a swivel. But after all, I am a master of concealing the high, so it turned out fine (I think). I played it off with 'I'm very tired and have a headache', and went back to my room as soon as I finished dinner. I'm not entirely sure what I decided to do at this point. I do remember trying some push ups and they were a lot harder than normal, I was only able to do 16 while my usual limit is about 25.
T 5:00: I decide to take a walk to the grocery store to smoke some weed and get some snacks. I had loaded up my dry herb vape in preparation so this was no issue. Everything outside felt so eerie, dystopian almost. The weather was extremely gray and it seemed very sad and dissapointing to me. Eventually I get some drinks and a snack and decide to sit on a bench to smoke my weed. This shit hits like a truck. After five minutes I'm spinning like crazy but I decide to keep sucking on the vaporizer. After the weed has been vaporized I walk back home and boy was this hard. The streets seemed infinite, every time I walked around I corner I sort of knew were I was, but it also felt like an infinite maze. After walking for what felt like an eternity I get home.
T 5:30: Feeling the effects of the weed and the o-pce at the same time. Extreme dissasociation and also extreme munchies haha. I ravage my house for any food that seems even the slightest bit tasty. I found nothing in the fridge and just sat in front of the fridge for some reasons for like 15 minutes... I go upstairs and try to play some games but to no avail, I couldn't focus on anything. At this point I just lay down in my bed while listening to some youtube videos. I try to sleep which was difficult but after I would guess 45mins I fell asleep.
T 10:00: I wake up in the middle of the night. YouTube is still playing, and I am definitely still high from the o-pce... Went downstairs to go the toilet and get some water and I was still as high as T 5:00 which was crazy to me. Stil that 'drunk' feeling. Falling asleep again took some time but eventually I passed out.
I'm writing this the morning after and I feel nothing like an afterglow or any sort of mania, also zero hangover. In retrospect this was definitely an interesting experience, but not really as introspective as I expected. My usual experience with psychs and dissos is that they are quite healing and introspective for me and put me in a weird headspace. But with this there was like no headspace, only dissasociation. Nothing introspective, nothing euphoric, just pure dissasociation. Not sure if I liked it or not, I would rate it a 'neutral' experience.
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