Hi guys,

I'm into watching porn and doing anal play on solo night roll. A classic in r/SEXONDRUGS

I've did almost 4 years of MDMA spacing roll by 1 to 3 months. Sometime the craving made me wait only 1 month. (Insomnia, strong heartbeat, almost nausea and I become obsessed by MDMA and watching porn until I relapse).

I'm addict because I feel like I'm in the scene being fucked by a female, related to my kinks (I'm straight). And Anal & MDMA felt great. Not interested doing it sober. Years passed and the comedown is really weak now, also the rush and the high. I don't feel the same pleasure as before even waiting a few months. It's like it's over for me.

I've ordered 3 RC : 6-APB, 4-MPD, 2-MMC (I was searching for 4-MMC but the shop didn't had that).

I'm not interested in the empathogen part, not interested in the social thing of MDMA or 3-MMC. The only things I want is pleasure (touching feeling) and getting a deep focus into watching porn.

I've took 2 gramms of each. Do you have any recommendation on how I could mix it ?

Thank you for reading me.