Do you keep redosing (whichever substance) knowing damn well that it won't have the desired effects?

Do you snort that fat line they offer after 12 hours partying/raving?

Do you finish your bag no matter what?

If this sounds familiar, you are like me, we LACK SELF CONTROL

4 months ago, i decided to order NEP for the first time, expecting a clean coke-like substance, longer lasting, fairly potent without "that" comedown, and fiendish as fuck. And thats exactly what i got.

I dont like coke to begin with, so i was really curious about this one. The fiendish part wasnt a big deal as feeling down for a while is something to expect, isnt it?

You MUST NOT rail NEP like amphetamine or coke. Normal doses are very very few mgs, and if you want to redose you have to be EXTRA careful. Why? Only a few miligrams draw the line between a good experience and full blown psychosis. Snorting a "standard" line means being paranoid as if you havent slept in 2 days, and im not exaggerating.

Now mix a super strong urge to redose with no self control at all. Makes sense?

Also, delusions of sobriety are heavy with NEP. I did 2g in 3 days, while being functional aswell as delirious, acknowledging the lies of my mind like NEVER before. Luckily i had no major problems but sill made decisions that could have escalated seriously, affecting my so, work and family.

Now i know whats like taking a glimpse into the abyss of madness, not recommended at all.

The aftermath was the hardest shit ive experienced. 2 weeks of derealization reaching new levels of anxiety with multiple panic attacks daily (mind that im not an anxious person, this was new for me). My skin was flaky, dirty and my healing piercings went back to the first stage.

Don't make my mistakes, if you're like me, you should avoid this substance.

P.S: I'm not trying to demonize this substance, if you use it responsibly it is very pleasant.This is just a warning for people like me, since the consequences of misuse can be much more serious and immediate than taking a gram of amphetamine/cocaine at a party.