I notice that whenever I dose benzo powder I never seem to reach the point of no return and I'm always staying lucid or coherent throughout the experience. I don't know if this is attributed to the fact that I am more cautious with my doses after a couple unwarranted experiences, or maybe I think I have just built up an insanely high pre existing tolerance to benzos from excessive use, what do you guys think? Any anecdotal experience here?

For example last weekend I dosed maybe 8mg bretazenil powder an hour after I woke up Saturday morning and then like 6-8 hours later around 5pm I took another 6mg to 8mg. So within a 12 hour period I consumed the equivalent of 12mg-14mg bretazenil, which is also the equivalent to almost 6 or 7 "script xanax bars", which has me confused how my body or brain can even handle that without blacking out.

I was just weighing up like 40mg bretazenil on my gemini20 and about to make a solution to dose up when this thought crossed my mind so I thought to come here and share my input hoping for whatever feedback I may be able to receive. I'm reminiscing on past moments where 6mg was considered uncharted territory and unheard of for me, and now that is enough for me to question redosing upon. Although I do not envy how naive I was when it came to these substances.