This was the most 4-aco-dmt I have consumed with my previous being maybe 18-22mg, I did not have high expectations as I consumed maybe 6mg bretazenil earlier in the day but holy sh*t was I surprised by what happened. It started off with the time being around 10:30pm and the day being this past Sunday night, I was craving to trip as I found myself recently thinking I would really like to have a 4-aco-dmt experience but for some reason kept pushing it back or would be hesitant and not commit to the experience. Even tonight I was hesitant as I worked the following Monday at 2:30pm, granted it was 14 hours from the current time I said let's get to it and busted out the 4-aco-dmt.

I weighed out 30mg 4-aco-dmt.fumurate as I've read 1.24mg fumarate is equal to 1mg hcl so I either consumed about 25mg or 30mg. Regardless around 11:30pm I noticed the effect starting to really take a hold as my body felt sort of heavier, my head got this almost pinched like feeling and the characters faces started to elongate and morph on the movie I was watching (clerks 1995, first time watching this and it was so good). The way I consumed it was ingestion with it saturated in 2ml water.

I recall in the past on mushrooms turning my lights off/going under my blankets and getting insane CEV's or even OEV's but this time it was like I wasn't getting anything at first so I sort of underestimated the trip and around 2-3 hours in I thought I was getting sober and tried convincing myself that not anything profound wouls happen. This was a mistake of having these thoughts beforehand as there was a moment I was in my bathroom just staring at myself in the mirror and infront of me in sort of a box like parameter there was a bunch of sort of like "spots" within the air while like connected between "curves" and little indentations within the air itself. Now I know I was on a hallucinogen and I was most likely purely imagining what was going on, but for a second there was a moment where it felt like that scene where the astronaut is reaching his hand though the 4th/5th dimension into their space ship when they are traveling through the black hole.

This lasted for maybe 5 minutes if that then I got bored of staring at the distortions and turned off the bathroom light, and holy fuck I will try my best to explain this. What I saw was like sort of a cut in half chrysanthemum that was exploding in different colors as like each petal was symmetrical and the colors were mirrors, the middle part just kept opening up to show me a different row of colors and it sort of blinded me I was reaching out trying to find the light switch literally saying out loud "I can't see I can't see" and after about 45 seconds it subsided.

To my surprise I had little nausea or discomfort on this trip although during the come up I recall feeling uncomfortableness or anxious at first when consuming the chemical but after about 30 minutes my mindset completely changed and then come 6 hours later I was glad I comsumed that compound.

Although after this slight taste of 30mg, I only say slight because I feel the use of benzos earlier in the day significantly dimished the effects, I am now curious as to what lies beyond that gearing more towards the realm of 40mg-50mg... I recall reading awhile back that the jump between 25mg-30mg, 30mg-35mg, 40mg-45mg is alot more significant than then jump between say 10mg-15mg or 15mg-20mg. Although after consuming 30mg 4-aco-dmt and living to tell the tale I am curious what is in store for the future.

To be honest I feel there is gonna be a limit to which so much goes on that the ability recall in enough detail will be gone or my abilities to recall will be gone at least.