It seems like while under the influence of psilocybin it genuinely temporarily makes me become a genuine person socially, I become the person that I want to be and I genuinely feel empathy and I’m not afraid of judgement from others. It seems like I express more emotion while being less afraid of judgement for showing vulnerability. I’d love to be able to be this person consistently. Off of psilocybin I feel less emotion, I’m socially anxious and always socially awkward, I tend to be more stuck in my head or don’t have much to say and always looking to say the right things to become this likeable person that fits in.Under shrooms it feels I become more powerful. I become this person who looks to build genuine connections with people, social fear goes away, it feels like I’m already this really likeable person. I can physical see how people act towards me while I’m on shrooms is so much more positive.

I’d like to figure out if there’s another substance that does the same thing but builds tolerance slower or if there’s another substance that turns off the ego/self within the brain