About a year ago I believe I was reading about Lucifer, the light bearer. I found a very interesting site that was based off a certain belief/religion but I can't quite remember and can't for the love of God find it on the internet no matter what I type.

Basically it was about Lucifer (he could've had a different name here) being the God of humans, the sun and the creator of all Earthly things. He was born/created from a higher, more powerful deity. This deity was female and has contact with the most high. The creation of Lucifer was by mistake or I believe she was experimenting or trying something new (I can't remember that well). He was born destructive, aggressive and faulty. He was cast out from the rest hence why he created us humans to worship him, yet when his mother/the most high God found out, they were trying to end his rule or wake the humans up to realize he wasn't the highest God. Or maybe He was trying to get rid of us or something, I can't really remember, that's where it gets blurry or I think I stopped reading there. Can anyone please direct me to the source, it's driving me crazy.