hello, redditors :) i [M19] have very few friends and i don't really feel like getting many in the future. i am someone who is clingy towards those who really mean something to me. my problem is that i often overthink and while going through depression, i analyze if i'm that important to my friends too unawares. while doing that, what conserns me the most is that they're not being as transparent as i am towards them. e.g.: what they're doing right now, what they'll be doing the next days, if they have time tomorrow, why they never wanna call etc. i just feel like those few friends are hiding something from me. we're talking seriously about things sometimes but things don't change. therefore i'm questioning that title question over again in my head and now on reddit.