It probably doesnt belong here but didnt know where to post it - so if it doesnt can u please let know

So i (guy, 37) have had a crush on someone (guy 30) - we used to work in a co-working space so i am pretty sure he would recognise me so its not a complete stranger but due to my crush i never said hi to him but i was quite chatty with his colleagues and was hoping he would sometime jump in while i talked with them..

i sort of tried to find out where he lived as i have been trying to find him on the 'grindr' and i managed to find him.. i sent him a message saying hi which he ignored, i then sent a length text explaining who i was (sort of) but he hasnt been online so i dont think he has seen my post.

so i found out where he lived (from strava an app for tracking your activities but u can add others) went there - the stupid intercom wasnt working so i erm send him a message saying come out but he didnt, i did see him looking out the window but i got too nervouse and didnt raise my hand plus it was night time so probably didnt feel right coming out (who knows)..

i wanted to do something impulsive because i just wanted to see if feelings wud be reciprocated or not... should i try again and actually knock? the only thing is that as i was folliwng him on strava, he has blocked me from there as my username on there and the email i sent were same.. do i take that as he thinks i am weird? of course as he doesnt even know who i am and maybe he will be bit more receptive if i was to actually knock during the day? or should i email him but he may have already blocked me (i could try another/same email apologising or w/e but maybe it mght get too crazy?) i could wait for him on grindr... and give him some space..

TL;DR! went to someones house in the hopes of getting closure but backfired probably?