my (f/24) boyfriend (m/26) ejaculated in me and i just don’t know exactly how to feel. he knows i do not want to have any more children, and we agree that we won’t partake in him doing that if he agreed to have unprotected sex. last night, it had been about three weeks since we last had sex. i’ve already been having feelings of wanting to end the relationship based on just drifting away from him. things he says, does, the way he eats, all of it is just annoying as fuck now. and then he cums inside of me after i’ve told him MULTIPLE times i don’t want to purposely give myself pregnancy scares or have another baby or have to go through having an abortion. we constantly argue about this and i’m like ???? how are we arguing about MY body??

Backstory- In 2016 we started dating. not exclusively. he was living with his baby mother and i was essentially the side piece to say the least. 2017 i started my own relationship with someone else. 2017 we also reconnected, and by 2018 i was in a different relationship with my now child’s father (m/27). my current boyfriend and my child’s father knew each other, we were actually all working at the same company. i know, i was a bit of a hot ass. my boyfriend was so hurt because he felt betrayed and i get that. my child’s father and i broke up in 2020 due to a domestic he had with my sister. i started back up with my current boyfriend, and we’re here now. he constantly brings up the fact that i have my child’s father a kid and not him, and how he’s better and wants to be with me and all this shit is just makes me sick. He literally tells me everyday that he wants me to have a child and I tell him no. He wants me to cook, clean, and serve him like a man and it literally just makes me sick to even think about. I’m so livid that he nut in me, but then he LIED about it and said it was my cum and then apologized hours later. I just feel like he’s trying to take control of my body and I hate it. I want to break up with him so bad but I don’t know what holding me back. I think I feel bad because I cheated on him previously and he seemed so heart broken and like I’m the reason his family is ruined. IDK. JUST TELL ME YALL WOULD LEAVE HIS WEIRD ASS TOO, SO I CAN!!

TL;DR

My boyfriend *nut inside of me without my permission, knows I don’t want more kids, tries to guilt trip me about my ex so I’ll give him a kid. What should I Do?