Hey, I’m coming apart here so if this is a bit garbled I’m sorry. This is the closest I’ve ever come to a relationship. I love her so much and she treats me exactly how I’ve always wanted to be treated… but I’ve screwed up badly.

We were talking about doing the… thing today and she said she couldn’t get pregnant and that I could… you know. This is where I think I really screwed up and I think I’ve ruined the relationship beyond repair.

I said that I’m really scared about stuff like this because having kids would ruin my life… then I asked if I could see the doctors note that said this… then when she stopped responding to my messages then I went on like an apologising spree overnight telling her how sorry I was and that I over stepped. Now I can see she’s reading my texts but not responding.

Is this salvageable in anyway? Or did I just ruin the only chance I’ll ever have…