So, I met this guy thru dating app since November. We started talking over the phone until we decided na to do vid calls since it was "ber" months, both of us are busy with errands and parties from left to right. We've been more comfortable talking to each other. Wala pa kaming label or what but honestly, naeexcite ako pag tumatawag siya and all. It felt like being 16 again kase andun yung nakakakilig and all. He's really nice and sweet. Very well-mannered tbh. He's like the guy where you can introduce to your parents. After new year, he asked if we could meet na in person since panay vc lang naman kami and nakita naman narin namin yung isat isa and all. Honestly, hindi pa ako ganong ka comfortable meeting him in person pero sige. Go lang! So, both of us set a date na and location and then there. TBH, kinakabahan ako everytime na naiisip ko na papalapit na yung date ng meetup namin.

D-day came and he reminded me. It was funny kase he did not call but just sent me a text message. I was weirded out and just replied yes. Will be there at this time. So, I went to the location, and I was 30 minutes early. I sent him a text informing him that I'm at the location na. But there's no response from him. I've waited until the time came. He's late na for 30 minutes and I'm starting to feel na naindian na ako and all. Then I received a text message from him and told me to wait for him hirap daw ng parking. Then somehow, I felt relieved and all. At least alam ko na he didn't ditch me. So, I waited for another 30 mins until someone tapped on my shoulder. And it was him. He smiled and said sorry for keeping me waiting. I just said OKAY.

Our first meetup did go well. He even offered to drive me home, but I refused since he lives far from where I'm living. We were talking on the phone habang pauwi kami sa kanya kanyang bahay. This was the longest and sweetest convo that we had since we arrived at our own places, magkausap parin kami. While taking a bath, having late night snack together, and we even talked until 4am. Then he asked if we could go to church together, and I said yes. He offered to pick me up, but I refused. I told him to meet him sa church na mismo and we can go somewhere after mass. So, after mass we went to MOA and I told him that I want to go sa bay area and all. He said yes and we bought snacks and drinks, and we stayed sa may barrier and all. It was fun. Then he asked if we could set our dating status to exclusively dating. I said yes.

Then last week lang, I was shocked because he sent a message stating "Hey! I'm excited to see you later!" I was shocked because he told me na he will be very busy this month, so I understand naman kase yung nature ng work niya. So, I responded to him and told him na wrong send siya and all. But I never get a response from him. So hindi ko na muna pinansin since I'm doing something din. Until pauwi na ako and from there I received a text stating that he's sorry. Yun lang! I asked if kamusta siya and his work and again, I did not receive any response until the following day na and he told me na super daming ginagawa and all. I just replied okay since I'm on a meeting with the execs and managers.

Yesterday, another wrong sent text message and I replied to him stating "Can't wait to be with you again. It was fun last night! let's do it again later!" TBH puzzled out ako sa kanya. So, again I replied and told him na wrong sent siya. And he replied, "who's this?" I was like shocked, and I did not reply. I was prepping to go home then he called. I accepted the call and kept quiet. Was waiting for him to say Hi or what then he did. And I said Hey! kamusta? long time no see ah? He said yes sorry I was really busy and all. Wanna meet tomorrow? I told him that I will check my sched muna. Until now hindi na ako nag update sa kanya kase hindi naman din siya nag paramdam and all. I was thinking of telling him directly na to stop it nalang since mukhang may iba siyang dinedate and all. Or dedma and go with the flow nalang. TBH, sayang kase I really find him nice naman and I like him. Pero medyo lost lang talaga ako ngayon. Thinking of downloading the dating app again and start chatting with other guys nalang uli. Pero part of me is like to stick around and talk to him. I'm a bit lost na tbh.