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I keep thinking I'm going to write a novel or something from bed and I keep watching dumb reality shows instead, but maybe we will
Sad pathetic girls with great tits, maybe more of us on this sub than I realized
It's hard that even a year ago I was a lot more impressive and the opposite of a sad pathetic girl. I actually can't really wear bras much due to allodynia and so people in my city may see me around in tanks (though darker colours, this is a little obnoxious. I have the black version of this top though I wear out)
The L being having weird nervous system issues and intense chronic pain (neuropathic stuff and allodynia) - it literally hurts to wear clothes in the front and back of my upper body. Went from working full-time and being a normal person out in the world to spending a lot of time in bed, crying and missing everything/ missing life. Still go for walks and try to do things when I can, but it's super hard (had to move back with family).
I used to be interesting and do a lot, still reading here and there. I'm addicted to dumb cute games on my switch now, you can make fun of me for it. Come flirt with me, I need someone caring and sweet tbh
It's happening, but not as bad as you might think
as they shouldn't. I would have posted in a certain other sub that doesn't exist anymore (this is my first time posting my body anywhere online like this though, would never have before)
Yeah I'm expecting to be made fun of or people just to feel sad for me or something
I want empathy and attention and to feel desirable still maybe. and thank you
lol my therapist would not condone this behaviour of course. I'm also sad and scared and in need of protecting
I bought its twin black version, I don't think I can wear white tops with my breasts and not get too much attention when out
These are all things I want, and caretaking and intimacy please
Why not, nothing left to lose really. Could have posted face and just a cute dress but it almost feels worse somehow
Haven’t had any help from specialists or neurology, and meds aren’t working like gabapentin etc
Aww I will. You’re kind. Do meds work for you? I think I just have to be out in the world in as normal of a way as possible and have hope my body calms down over time.
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Just posted and it surely is, I live with intense chronic pain that isn't getting better, pretty disabled by it since last Nov when I had some medical emergencies and got nerve damage that spread. Just want to be loved on and wanted maybe, it's been lonely besides seeing friends here and there