i say gf loosely, it was a few month relationship that moved fast. i feel pretty guilty because how she took it.

i never really met a hardcore leftist like that, and it was very annoying but i did really like her aside from the autist politics special interest and hypochondria. i didn’t tell her this is why i broke up with her, because i don’t wanna be canceled or whatever.

but it feels like ingenuine n narcissistic. she’d post stories demonizing leftists who don’t mask. the straw for me was when she went a month without seeing me because i didn’t get the new vaccine (im fully vaxxed but she said that it doesn’t count anymore). i intended to get it to appease her, but i work nights and overtime and just overall didnt have the motivation to go out because my own mental health bs so i kept putting it off.

then i felt judged and weird and patronized and like she treated me and saw me as a well-meaning incompetent regard that she was trying to “fix” n idk it was offputting and i broke up with her but gave a bullshit “i need to work on myself and heal” excuse instead of saying what it really was.

she’s like a college educated writer n im blue collar so she has this tricky way of wording things anyway she wants and it’s always lengthy and fucking novels too, so i just didn’t have the energy.

idk the guilt is eating me guys, cus again, i did really like her as a person when i was with her and we connected otherwise but like i know realistically id get annoyed by the, well u know, the nb lib sock stuff.