2 1/2 years clean off shooting coke, crack, and dope. Tonight someone shook my hand tonight and handed me 2 grams of coke, luckily I found someone to take all but .4g of it, but I still found myself not able to resist the rest….so I lapsed…. Any advice on how to not do this in the future, after spending so much time avoiding it and keeping my shit together, but without a word spoke or a dollar spent it was in my hand…I have no intention on getting more but I just wish I had been strong enough to just throw it away, I’ve been presented situations like this with dope, but being on Suboxone, has truly worked there, and I haven’t had a craving for coke in nearly 2 years. Something about the time, place, and head space I found myself in made it feel like a perfect storm. I hope this was the right place to vent and be open about this. Thank you.