Has anyone on here ever done a several day/weeklong retreat in where they utilized some form of plant medicine? Ayahuasca, psilocybin? Maybe even non-Plant medicines like MDMA, ketamine, LSD?

If so could you share about your experiences and include links to contact people groups organizations?

I have signed up for about every Research Study I could find to be used as a participant. It’s almost like I want science to take a three decade long 12 step devotee and study my brain. Then, I want them to implement anyone of these alternatives and compare the experiences. Then take a look at my brain again.
I have taken almost a three year long deep dive since leaving XA into the myriad of ways one can find Recovery without 12 steps.

It’s a pretty comprehensive list similar to the ones I’ve already seen on here. However, what I’m finding is that these resources are very hard to access without a lot of money.
Not to mention, they don’t come with the overabundance of availability to connect with other humans in person on a daily basis, which is what I am desperate for at the moment

Any thoughts? Experiences?