After a couple years sober I hit a bump in the road. I went on a week long drinking binge. When I detoxed I immediately got myself into an IOP program and individual therapy to let it be just a bump. Though I did not say or do anything mean towards those close to me, I realize the action itself was hurtful to those that care for me. The consequences of that bender are a good reminder of why staying active in your recovery are important. My best friend will no longer talk to me, my girlfriend of 18 months broke up with me, my family is infuriated and won’t talk to me. I’m glad I didn’t lose my job and that this lapse didn’t put me in financial ruin after I worked so hard to correct it over these last couple years, but everyone stepping away hurts the most. If you are struggling reach out, play the tape through and realize what you might be sacrificing. At this point all I can do is keep trying to do the next right thing.