Crystal Clear Clarity, my meth poem!

02/2024 Down heathenist trips of crystal clarity, Primal instincts stir with wild intensity, Chasing an elusive, euphoric fixation Neons surge my veins in aggravation

Desire ignites, sense and touch collides, Perception lost in dark aisles of mind. Conscience is heavy, integrity weighed with shame, Rotten paranoia accuses my name.

Deceit weaves an illusionist's trick, Loves a pitfall, then addiction sneaks in. Domino mazes fall in disarray, Landing where envy and gluttony play.

Disguised, I paint masks, hiding my sins, With a tight rope I still walk the fringe Self-sabotage, leaves destruction in its wake, Possessive delusions, I stumble and break.

Untrust and disease stampeding through, Purgatory gates where nothing is true. Dimensions widen, depletes me confused and weak, Compromised, my future gleams bleak.

My own rabbit hole, I'm spiraling down, Into burning dismay, demolish to the ground. Torn safety nets, no bridges left to cross, This derailed reality, has lead me lost.