Hi my wife(26) and i(25) got married when we were 21, we’ve been married for going on 5 years, she always knew I was a partier and used drugs, but she has no idea how bad it was, I was a heavy meth user, I used all the time, I was always high. When I met her and started dating I was high, but she didn’t know, when we got married I quit, since I didn’t want her married to a drug addict, I honestly don’t think we were meant to be, I don’t feel she’s the one, but I loved her and she helped me get clean, and find a job and make my life so much better, it has been years and I’ve been clean ever since. And I never told her about my addiction. Now one day after a bunch of stressors and things going on, I bought a dime again and started using, and I’m instantly hooked… I want to tell her, and I want to come clean. But she hates drugs and I’m afraid she’ll leave me, or she won’t trust me. I’m afraid if she leaves me, I’ll start using heavily again, and I’ll die alone, and her memory of me will be as a drug addict, I don’t know what to do