So I’m day 4 with no methadone and I spread like 120 mgs out over the past ten days…I’m not going through it really bad but I’m a little uncomfortable still. Weed and red wine have helped me with the anxiety but I’m still achy and have no motivation do to anything, I’m supposed to start a new job next week. In all honesty this is the first time in 20 years I’ve been without some sort of opiate whether it was oxy, fet, heroin, subs, methadone. I’ve always had something…just wondering when I’ll start to feel normal again. In all honesty I probably would do something just to knock that edge off but its bearable. I’ve tried detoxing completely before and have never got this far so I’m just kinda looking for some reassurance it’s going To get better.