I may be homeless But know this As you diss I just wish

You could walk a mile my shoes Or know how I was abused Dogged out and used By men but mostly women Want to give in This way I'm livin Desperation I'm given

But you don't even know my name Can you spare some change? I know it's strange But we both feel pain

And the similarities Go beyond charity Stop starin at me Don't care for me

And no one cares about that either Never had a leader My mom my dad would beat her As my self esteem sank deeper

Down a fucked up spiral Sit and think awhile Pick up the phone and dial I feel like a pile

Of unwanted shit And I don't fit This life i didn't pick Should get over it But no one picked

Up the phone Always all alone Praying for a home Stigma what I've known Hell I've been shown Wherever I may roam

And not trying to play the victim Just want someone to listen Compassion what I'm missin On your property I'm pissin

Cuz there's no other option The bathrooms they always lock em So I stop and

Want to take a shower Hour after hour I'm losin power Want to jump off a tower

And then splat At the Sally on my rack Thinking this shit is wack

When I should be grateful just to have a bed These delusional thoughts in my head Remember what my daddy said You suffer til your dead On his tombstone it read

Life is what you make it Make it count But I went without So shit went south

Then shit hits the fan And then damn I grew up a man Try to understand

I'm just a boy inside That I cannot hide Til I die I'm going not going to lie

And pretend I had a father figure My cash flows always meager But I'm always eager

Just to be employed So I'm annoyed To fill this void And in paranoid

Cuz I'm loyal To the foil Til buried in the soil Bust my ass and toil

But nothing comes from it Mine as well get lit Yea take another hit Just get over it Wanna quit Lose all of it

My rights and freedom My kids I'll never see em Catch a case then

My public defender tries to pretend her Case and defend sir

The reason is treason Arained then Iocked up every season

Of every year I fear Looking in the mirror It's clear I Don't belong here

And trespassing As they're laughing while I'm masking instead of asking

For a better road to follow And tomorrow I still feel this sorrow As I beg and borrow

And wish I could be alive Without trying to hide And that's why I lie And don't want to try Put your hands to the sky

And empty out your pockets Now the scene is hot bitch oh Shit

A cop just pulled up tough To put me in cuffs But fuck I've had enough Shit out of luck So I bust and just

Return fire I was never hired Getting really tired Keep on getting higher

As I bite the meth Fight to death And now expect The car to wreck

90 mph in a residential zone I'm prone To have to own

Vehicular manslaughter After I ran over your daughter It's a slaughter But don't even bother Mentioning my father Meaningless to the author

Cuz he was never fuckin there They say life just isn't fair That's why I just don't fucking care.