Last night of traveling with a longtime playmate (~23F) I (43M) made her give me moments she wouldn't have otherwise.

For context, Alice has server anxiety about flying so we were drinking kinda late and she planned to take a quarter xanax to sleep.

Second, when out of it, Alice likes to be treated like a doll and used while in that loopy state. I have standing consent to take advantage of these opportunities.

Earlier that evening at the hotel bar, Betty (~25F), an ex-girlfriend of Alice's who dislikes me, texted Alice a few old pics from when they were dating as teenagers. Betty clearly wants to reconnect with Alice and hookup some more. We talk about Betty and everyone's present situation and at one point Alice mentioned that she still gets off to their old private porn but other than that that doesn't want much to see her. That passing statement definitely had an arousing effect on me.

Later, Carol (~30F), a old friend and playmate I hadn't dated since before meeting Alice messaged me causally saying hi and Alice saw the new message notification and got mad. Generally knowing this will pass and not wanting to deal with this bullshit I largely ignore Alice's tizzy and get ready for sleep.

After several moments of silence in bed with the xanax having an effect, she expresses a desire be used. Angered by her previous behavior and wanting to explore my previous arousal I demanded that we watch her getting fucked while I fuck her.

"No" she pleaded. "That's too embarrassing"

"When you mentioned watching your old porn before I got harder. I want to see you as you were and feel you as you are now."

She writhed and struggled with her conflicting desires.

Two long minutes later she says "with more xanax I think I can"

"Then be a good girl and take more xanax."

As soon as the xanax touches her lips I start rubbing her and groping her pussy. She was wet and I wanted to take advantage of that.

"Okay get your phone and show me the oldest video you have"

"No, I can't" and tears welled up in her eyes.

So I grabbed her phone and placed her finger on the unlock. Clearly frustrated she took the phone, filtered for videos, and scrolled to the oldest one.

It was her and Betty, still clothed and out of frame Betty was fingering her. Moans, sweet comments, but nothing explicit. Still she was crying. The pain of past love and embarrassment being too much for her.

After the clip was over, she locked her screen but I wasn't done. I forced her to unlock the screen and the video looped again. This time I grabbed her hair so she couldn't look away and I rubbed her pussy along to the video while repeating Betty's words as she did in the video: "Do you like this?", "you'll always be mine", "I love you". Things that were true then but are not true now made real again.

When done I pulled up the next video. It was Alice sitting on the floor legs spread. She began fingering herself and confessed "I miss you", "I can't wait to see you". Clearly a clip to be sent to Betty. As soon as I heard each phrase I heavily breathed them into her ear. Alice's eyes were closed and tears continued but she didn't need to see the screen to know what I saw.

Next clip was of Alice naked in bed in fuzzy cat ears. Touching herself while an arm felt her body. Probably Betty, but I didn't care. I was ready and I pushed my cock into her with ease. When Alice responded on screen to being groped, I thrusted to make Alice respond in real life. Whatever pleasure was captured in the past, I wanted to replace it with how my cock felt.

Advancing more clips and Alice and Betty are naked with Alice as the little spoon. Betty's hand was in her crotch and fingering her. Again I moved with the video, thrusting to create the highs at the same pace as the video. At one point Betty says "no one is going to see this" to which I made Alice look into my eyes, grinned, and said "no one is going to see this?"

By this time the tears and embarrassment had faded away and she was riding the feeling of my cock. Next few videos weren't explicit beyond snorting a line naked. I put down the phone and fucked her occasionally asking if she liked this and telling her no one is going to see this.

She came, I came inside her. When I had no more cum to push out I rolled off her side of the bed, washed, and climbed into my side. As I drifted off she volunteered "I've an older phone that has more videos, just need to figure out how to get into it" to which I responded "we'll figure that out next time."