I remember when I was 8-9 years old, I lived with my grandmother, my aunt, her husband and their teenage son because my parents had to work in another city due to economic problems.

I remember my grandmother and my aunt treating me like a servant, making me clean the house, cook my breakfast, do my homeworks alone, etc. I was very fond of my uncle, my aunt's husband, because he treated me well, talked to me and gave me the attention that no one else in the house gave me. I used to make him cards when it was his birthday, draw pictures for him and always wanted to hug him.

But I have a memory, and I think it was my uncle who abused me. I remember that my uncle, one night, took me alone in a car with him. I remember him talking on the phone about work issues, after finishing he looks at me, I am in the passenger seat. Suddenly, a time jump, I don't remember what else happened in that car, just us getting out of the car and approaching a nearby store, where he bought me some candy and a coke. I've always wondered about this memory, why were we alone in the car at night? Why did he buy me candy if I know very well that I never asked him for it? But no matter how hard I try, I can't remember.

But it could also have been my cousin, who was 17-18 years old at the same time. I used to be alone with him in his room because I would go play with his Playstation.

I say this because I remember I used to write a story about a little girl of 10-11 years old who was abused by her uncle and cousin, so she killed them. This is very weird, what girl of that age wrote about such things?

I told a friend about this, she questioned me a lot if I didn't have a solid memory, she said things like "but you don't have absolutely anything? Not even that they touched you?"

I just want someone to help me, to tell me if my doubts are true, I don't know what to do.