It’s been 4 months since I was groomed, and raped by my “bf” who was also my boss. I had just turned 18, he’s 24. Anyway, we don’t communicate anymore, but I hate that no one knows what kind of person he really is. I recently checked his social media, and he’s having parties with friends, has a YouTube channel starting, and has people who think he’s a great person.

It sickens me that I’m left ruined and he’s making a name for himself, but pretends like he isn’t a seriously sick person. I don’t know how to get over this feeling. I don’t want to report him because I’m scared of seeing him again, and I don’t know if they’ll do anything to him. I dont know what to do. I just wish something could happen to him. It’s unfair. My parents have been trying to help me heal and focus on myself, but it’s so hard ignoring that he’s living an A-okay life and people think he’s amazing. I wish his name could be exposed to the terrible nasty person he actually is.