Sick of victim blaming comments on these subreddits. Just commented on a post that unfortunately was deleted along with the account, likely due to victim blaming comments. I hope she sees this and knows what happened to her isn't her fault. It sounds like your best friend set you up by wanting you to finish the bottle. Men can use alcohol to take advantage. He raped you. You were so drunk you couldn't remember the night before. Being black out drunk means you can't consent. It is incredibly painful when someone close exploits you, but no matter how much he's done for you as you have described, he also raped you, and this is completely his fault and predatory.