I want to enjoy sex again but it feels like it's too late for me.

This post has been de-listed

It is no longer included in search results and normal feeds (front page, hot posts, subreddit posts, etc). It remains visible only via the author's post history.

Post Body

I've been raped and abused more times than I care to recount with the first time being at 14 years old. I'm really short and seem to be highly targeted for looking like an unattended minor. I'm 31 now. I try to go about relationships normally but everyone hypersexualizes me while my consensual experience is actually not much.

I don't know how to kiss. Never learned. Now I get so nervous about being 30 and having missed what feels like such a critical part of intimacy I'll avoid kissing all together even though I really want to.

Author

Account Strength

100%

Account Age

13 years

Verified Email

Yes

Verified Flair

Total Karma

18,184

Link Karma

5,498

Comment Karma

12,686

Profile updated: 2 days ago

Posts updated: 11 months ago

iamyoofromthefuture

Subreddit

r/rapecounseling

Post Details

We try to extract some basic information from the post title. This is not always successful or accurate, please use your best judgement and compare these values to the post title and body for confirmation.

Posted: 1 year ago
Reddit URL: View post on reddit.com
External URL: reddit.com/r/rapecounsel...