There was this homeless guy who used to live in my building, and after hearing about how shitty my job was he asked me how desperate for money I was. I jokingly told him I would try anything and he said “let me help you practice!” At the time it was consensual but soon things got weird. One day he wanted me to pick him up and wanted to have sex with me in my car, soon I gave in and let him have his way with me but later on we later got back to being strictly consensual, until last night.

I was asleep in my room until I woke up at 2am with him sitting at the foot of my bed naked with his hands on my genitals. I rightfully screamed but then he shushed me, he then escalated to sodomy and I was making it very clear I was not in the least bit comfortable with the scenario. He kept saying “this is what you want, is it?” But he didn’t know my superpower, I have ADHD so I can essentially shut off my sex drive so after a while I made it clear I wasn’t into it anymore. He then went to take a shower and when he was showering I put my clothes back on and he came out of my bathroom and said “you aren’t going to let me finish?” I then yelled “NO!” He then sat next to me on my bed and said the most disturbing thing I’ve ever heard come out of someone’s mouth. He said “if anyone asks if you’ve been raped, tell them yes.” EXCUSE ME BUT WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!! He then said “don’t leave your door unlocked”. He then left a phone on my table that I’m pretty sure he stole from someone and I went to the police station to drop it off, and I mentioned that I’m in possession of the stolen phone because it was dropped off by a man who came for a night of intimacy. But honestly I should’ve straight up told him that he barged in sand raped me.

Someone actually help me!